“I have low self-esteem because I am too skinny.” These words are the ones you do not say to someone who is or has been fat. Never. Do these people have any idea what it’s like to be fat? To be the one who can’t “fit in between” other people in a seat? To be [...]
Bachelor #1 became my boyfriend and we had a wonderful ride. Our story had plenty of drama and love, but like every good story: it ended. It wasn’t a black-and-white one page ending. It faded, like an old letter losing it’s legibility. Bachelor #2 was the best friend who was always the shoulder to lean [...]
He left me waiting again. It’s the third time in a couple of weeks “I’ll call you later” turns into nothing. Disappointment actually, that could describe it. I feel weird, I can’t believe it’s over for him. I can’t fathom that thought. I think back to when I was responsible for his suffering, and question [...]
I had a good nights sleep, thank God. It was another difficult day. I saw so many Valentine’s Day stuff I was SICK of it. I wanted to talk to him, see him. Walk with him for a while and just talk, even if it was merely about trees and the diversity of leaves in [...]
To make it short: my boyfriend of on-and-off 4 years dumped me before my birthday, than came back, dumped me again, came back and dumped me again today. This blog will for now be the real day by day diary of getting over it, or getting back to it, or who knows what. “I can [...]